Greve Reece (MccrayJantzen97)

I remember when i heard a joke that said, How can you permit your house without being high and not cry?? Indeed, being numb makes life easier. However, I dont take drugs and I dont drink alcohol. ButI do have weaknesses: tea and cigarettes. Unfortunately.I have started smoking, again. Thank goodness it is not that severe (yet).but Im worried these puffs every now and again will evolve to being full-time smoker, again. Im so angry at us. I had successfully quit for over two years, on the advice of my ex-fiancee. My smoking life was short-lived back then, as I only smoked full-time for approximately one year. Another Directory blame my smoking on my own stupidity, and my travels through Europe, particularly the Eastern bloc, a few back. So why did Loving a man who can’t promise me the world start again? Well, I can blame it on the Saudi girls and boys. I would say 98 percent of the Saudi students Ive encounter are smokers, mostly chain-smokers. I go about doing not want to pollute my lungs, yet the addiction is consuming . This week I have my final exams for uniso Im turning to large volumes of tea and cigarettes for comfort (I would try orgasms, having said that they distract me from my studying). Im hoping I will kick this unhealthy habit by the weeks end. So smoking is quite icky around my view (for myself, that is). My other addiction, which is only harmful for my mental state, is my mobile phone and personal computer! I swear, existence was more advantageous when I did not have people sms (texting) or emailing me in hours for this day. Prefer smoking, Im hoping to cut out (or downsize) various technology from my lifestyles. I cant help but thinking of myself ending up like Samia Gamals character in A Glass and a Cigarette. Its a very old Egyptian film starring the lovely Samia Gamal for a belly dancer (the equal to being a stripper among Egyptian society during that time) whos life goes turmoil with her bad inclinations. Anyway, Sahar the Prostitute with a Heart of Gold 've to back again to learning. However, I have much to decide upon. I have been thinking for the Saudi male mentality along with their heavily disguised self-serving attitude towards their non-Saudi ex-girlfriends.(more to come). *Oh need not want to touch bases 1 day on khaleejis and their frequent trips to neighbouring countries (Bahrain, UAE, Kuwait, Syria, Morocco) for write-up of sex with girls (mostly prostitutes).